To Not Stop Caring

It is clear that you will definitely get more responsibilities for being a caring person. And sometimes you get overwhelmed by all the endless to-do-list for the sake of taking care of someone (or something). You start to think maybe it's the right time to care less, to reduce the contribution for your surroundings, to be more concentrated to yourself. But you suddenly realize that it will not happen that way. You just can't stop caring. It is basically who you are. And you get overwhelmed again. And again. And the only thing that can make you stick out to not stop caring is by remembering that every kindness in this world will not be wasted just like that. Every single good things that you do leads to another good things. And yes, you know that God doesn't sleep. All the kindness will eventually go back to you. 

Till Things Get Better

Originally created by me. I definitely don't have any special talent in composing song, but I made this one for myself (in order to remind me that God always has the best scenario for us). You can hear it by clicking https://soundcloud.com/bajoked/till-things-get-better if you want (and I hope you'll be able to enjoy it). Cheers!

Till Things Get Better

I've been waiting all this time

For her, the right and the one

See my friends with all their lovers

And i desperately am still a loner

I took the time until I finally accept

That I might not have a special someone yet

I know it's hard to keep the positive thoughts

But I'm not losing hope, I see the light at the end of the road

Patience is bitter, waiting's not a pleasure

But I know that I will find you

The sweetness of its fruit will prevail, yeah sure

It's only a matter of time, till things get better

Keep the faith and continue the journey

Wipe the doubt, smiles up in the air

Till you come I deserve to be happy

And I shall not despair

Patience is bitter, waiting's not a pleasure

But I know that I will find you

The sweetness of its fruit will prevail, yeah sure

It's only a matter of time, till things get better

Till things get better

Good Things In A Day

Good thing we only have 24 hours a day. More hours equal more obligations yet not necessarily equal more results. Another good thing is a day will always ends at midnight. The longest "bad day" a person could have would only last until 23.59, because a minute afterward would be a brand new day.

A Visionary Goal

Having them as my role models is one of the best gift from God. Due to them, I now realize that my next goal is not to be excellent at my job, because being excellent is not a goal, it is an obligation. My next goal is to be brave enough to take responsibility not only for me, but for other person as well, a special someone in particular. Looking forward to meeting this woman.

P.S. I know many of my posts are not clearly telling something. It is because the objective of making this blog is not for the readers, it is for my personal note to remember certain things. Enjoy!

A Tiny Step

It's April already. Life goes really interesting these days. I've been so busy and tired, but the difference is now I have motivation. Strong reason to stay up late, read lots of papers, study hard, compete, and survive. What I am currently doing might not be considered as something big, but it is a little part of being a good citizen. A little piece of contribution I can give to my country. A tiny step to make Indonesia better.

Parenthood

Finally the series has come to an end. It never has been so popular among Indonesians, but for those who watch the whole series will understand how excellent Parenthood is. The whole conflicts and joyful-moments wrapped up into 6 seasons of the Braverman's journey, with all the ups and downs that possibly happen to a family. And for the final episode, it was absolutely perfect.

"May God Bless and Keep You Always"

I don't usually watch TV Series fully, but this one is the type of series that successfully makes me watch the whole seasons (after How I Met Your Mother). Recommended for a family person.

Things That Could Not Be Measured

I live my life with lots of measuring, logically and rationally. I learned last night, thanks to Mom, that life is beyond than that. Even though you've already done all the things righteously, you might not get what you actually deserve at that moment. She told me that God is always watching out for us, and by not getting rewards at the moment you've done all of your obligations, it doesn't mean that you won't get any. God only wants us to learn how to be patient. A person has two choices in facing this kind of situation: 1) upset, or 2) accept. The first choice will make the person miserable whereas the second one might keep their happiness alive. And above all that, we (me and my Mom) finally came up with the conclusion of: "God will give your reward at the perfect time, you might not understand right now, but we should only believe that eventually God will give it to us, and being patient will only make the reward worth to wait."